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dana polk ([personal profile] unvirgin) wrote2019-07-12 08:58 am

inbox for deerington;


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[personal profile] fathertoson 2020-07-15 03:17 pm (UTC)(link)
You know how our Dad was a pretty hardcore hunter, right? For a long time Dean wanted to be just like him. So when Dad told us that we couldn't ever hesitate with anything that wasn't human, that's what Dean swore by. It didn't matter what they said, or what they did or didn't do.

We've been doing our own thing for a while now, Dean knows that not everything's as black and white as Dad wanted us to believe, but I don't know how much of that happened for this Dean. After living long enough in an Apocalypse he might be worse than ever.

Maybe it wouldn't make a difference to him anymore. I don't know.


[ And 'I don't know' is not reassuring at all when they're talking about Dana's well-being. ]
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[personal profile] fathertoson 2020-07-15 09:03 pm (UTC)(link)
It might.

I don't want to find out the hard way.

I know he's from a whole different timeline and I'm not his Sam, but I want to help him. I mean obviously we have to get him to the point where he's not trying to kill me, but maybe living here can be better for him than what he came from.


[ If he'll let it be. ]
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[personal profile] fathertoson 2020-07-24 02:16 am (UTC)(link)
I appreciate that.

At the very least I just have to convince him that he shouldn't kill me. Anything beyond that, we'll just have to see.

And hope that Lucifer doesn't find a way to follow him.
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[personal profile] fathertoson 2020-07-30 04:51 am (UTC)(link)
I don't know.

Sometimes I worry that he's still tied to me somehow.


[ he can't be possessed again, not without inviting Lucifer in

probably. it's hard to say anything for sure around here ]