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[unvirgin]

The only cure I was able to find is pretty much impossible.

[ given that it involves killing the werewolf that bit her and said werewolf is back home and most likely destroyed anyway, along with the rest of her world. ]

But there's

I know someone's still searching for another cure.

Until then, sometimes I've been practicing even when there isn't a full moon out. It makes it a little less painful.

[rocinantes]

that's intense.

are you all right?

[unvirgin]

I think you probably understand why that might be a question with a complicated answer.

But... yeah. I'm okay. I've found ways to cope. To deal. So it isn't as much.

[rocinantes]

that's good.

not that i can do anything if it wasn't
but it's good you've got a way to deal

but yeah, i get why it's complicated
there's never an easy answer.

[unvirgin]

I've almost kind of resigned myself to the possibility that there might not ever be a cure in it for me. That this is what my life has to be now.

And there are definitely mixed feelings wrapped up in that.

[rocinantes]

guess it could be worse, though

you're alive

[unvirgin]

The alternative is too depressing to even really think about. Not that death seems to really stick here.

[rocinantes]

yeah, that's not something i've experienced yet. the whole dying and coming back to life.
i'd like to avoid it.

[unvirgin]

You and me both. Everything I've heard about points to it not being very fun.

[rocinantes]

guess it's something to avoid then

even if this shitty town sometimes makes that impossible

[unvirgin]

Something tells me having a gun might help even the odds.

[rocinantes]

it never hurts