[ when she'd first come back here after three years of being back in the apocalypse, she hadn't known what to feel when seeing dana, how all the history that had formed between them left her uncertain of what they even were now that so much had changed. back then, she'd feel the tightness in her belly from the waves of emotions clashing together, things she so desperately wanted to escape confronting.
now, the moment she sees the familiar redhead, it's relief that washes her, and if dana hadn't been so quick to get to her first, addy might have jumped up from the swing herself to throw her arms around her.
it feels good to feel the warmth of her, and though things have changed in what those feelings entailed, it doesn't change the importance of what dana means to her. and now, with kai gone, it's all the more evident how much she needs her with her, even if it's not quite in the same way she had once hoped.
she had planned to say something, but instead she squeezes her arm around dana's frame, letting herself sink in the embrace, as she curls her face into her shoulder. eyes shutting tight, she fights the desire to cry, even if it threatens with a dampness on her lashes. as much as she could hold those back, she can't stop the audible sob in her voice, the sound only making her hide her face all the more. ]
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now, the moment she sees the familiar redhead, it's relief that washes her, and if dana hadn't been so quick to get to her first, addy might have jumped up from the swing herself to throw her arms around her.
it feels good to feel the warmth of her, and though things have changed in what those feelings entailed, it doesn't change the importance of what dana means to her. and now, with kai gone, it's all the more evident how much she needs her with her, even if it's not quite in the same way she had once hoped.
she had planned to say something, but instead she squeezes her arm around dana's frame, letting herself sink in the embrace, as she curls her face into her shoulder. eyes shutting tight, she fights the desire to cry, even if it threatens with a dampness on her lashes. as much as she could hold those back, she can't stop the audible sob in her voice, the sound only making her hide her face all the more. ]