All of the traits, behaviors that are kind of easier for me to ignore? It gets harder to do that in the days leading up to the night itself. Really hard, actually.
But aside from that I just felt... I guess antsy would be the right word for it? Like there was an itch underneath, and the closer I got, the worse it got. The weird past was after. Compared to everything before, I almost felt better. More relaxed.
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But aside from that I just felt... I guess antsy would be the right word for it? Like there was an itch underneath, and the closer I got, the worse it got. The weird past was after. Compared to everything before, I almost felt better. More relaxed.